I caught a glance

I am so mad at myself. My body feels like it hasn't exercised for 10 years. Reality is it has only been 6 months. I went to run 3 miles and had to walk/run and it took me forever. I have this stupid stomach that gets in the way of everything! I try to do cross overs or stretch and this stupid stomach is in the way. It is soo ugly! I caught a glance of myself in the window and thought who's that fat woman? I know this sounds cliche. The problem is it happened to me.

OK enough of the negative talk! Good news is I am doing something about it. This should only motivate me to work harder and strive for more results. I am doing my half marathon with my sister who lives in a different city. It is great motivation. I did my 30 day shred this morning but I still had to run my 3m. I didn't want to be the one who said I didn't do it. So after dinner while my teenagers were at activities, I took my younger boys to the local recreation center and I ran/walked on the track. My sister and I texted each other when we finished. I am so proud of myself. I forgot how exercising can be so invigorating!

lost 4.5lbs